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He named Andrew, I met him at a student event, he was a good boy and humorous, so do not be surprised in a short time we could be best friends, my friends thought we were going out and they are very supportive. I just smiled amused to see my friends menjahili him, thought about right to me what they say. But I brushed it off, I do not want to think about that, because I've committed to not going out until I finished college and I'm trying to keep it.
As time passed, I also do not understand when it comes flavor and perch on the heart, when we started playing home Hilman, when it hilman took me out to buy food, we talked a lot about it until the offending hilman Andrew and his girlfriend, I was shocked for a moment, but quickly hid the flavor, I was back telling me as if I know that he already has a girlfriend, I realized my new sick story of hilman mandengarkan.
Coming home from home hilman, I was quiet as well with him , he was angry because I was too old to go along hilman , but that's not what I think I think of myself , what is it with me, I'm just a friend, why I was jealous and hurt when he has a girlfriend, why did not I think of that person as sweet as she would if anyone has, basic idiot. Dikamar I smiled to myself, trying to be cheerful, assume this is normal and I can surely overcome, I committed myself to be a good friend, always there by his side when joy and sorrow. The spirit shouted the morning .
But the feeling came back when we went to eat at a café , where he devoted all hearts that had been in pendamnya , I was surprised to see him cry like a little boy in front of me , I 've never seen him like that , tarnyata stored behind cheerfulness during this very deep wound , I moved when he said trust me , I'm very fond of him but I could not have it .
After the incident he was more open to me about her boyfriend who had been her cover , the more I understand how he , getting to understand what he wants , I hoped one day she had someone who really understood her and loved her , even though the heart is shattered every time listening she told me about her boyfriend . But what I do not understand , often times he says one thing to revive my feelings , that he did not want to let me go because I had to be a part of him , I'm confused , but I also do not have the guts to ask him how he's feeling about me .
Until I had a strong peak stemming own feelings, I told him that I love him and I know this feeling not be built, I just pull out off steam in my heart , it's up to what he considers important relieved my heart , I will not discuss this issue again , because I promise to always be a good friend and her friend
But the affection and love had blossomed in my heart , not easy to brushed it off , even though I 've tried , it is true the saying goes that love comes suddenly even though we do not want it , but once we know why it hurt happens . For some reason , after that he was more attention to me , I do not ever know what he meant because he never told me , which I know he pays more attention than usual , as if to answer all questions without having disclosed , I do not care I just wanted to live what I live now , do not want to think about the grandiose future , what happened between me and him let go like this , without words but to understand each other and understand each other mean , though who knows how long this will continue , I will not know . But let this story go hand in hand with the time that we did not ever know the end of all this , but I still hope .......
Dia adalah Seseorang yang sangat aku sayangi dan aku cintai, seseorang yang selalu memendam permasalahan sendiri, selalu tampak tegar ditengah kerapuhannya. Selalu tersenyum ditengah kemarahannya, hal itu yang membuat aku sayang padanya, tetapi dia juga yang membuat aku terhanyut dalam kesedihan ini.